| Getting things off of my chest |
[Tuesday
October 26th, 2004 at 12:40am] |
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Ok I know I should be sleep. All of my motor functions are slowing down in the worst way but I just needed to get two things off my chest before I laid down.
One-Some people can be such a*sholes(if that's ok to say). You can go out of your way to be nice to someone and they can total brush you off. Well whatever, I know I'm too old to let something like that get to me but it does. Maybe its because I feel so vulnerable being in a country still quite unknown and very away from everyone I know.
Two-Just when I have to balance being sleep and pissed I turned on the ol' radio and hear our song 'One night stand' for the first time! I'm over here almost crying, its such a thrill! I've got to call 'Brin' and Su to let them know.
Ok that's all I wanted to say, now I need to go to bed.
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| Another lonely night... |
[Monday
October 25th, 2004 at 12:07am] |
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Let's push things forward~The Streets |
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Ah another lone night for yours truly. It wouldn't be racking my brain if I would just find something to do but I've come to the realization that if I watch another television show my mind will turn to mush. On most cases I love being in the states. There's nothing better than walking down Rodeo dr. looking for cute shoes, hitting the beach or hanging out in New York but sometimes I can't help but miss my good ol' England.
I also account my lonliness on the fact that my two best friends in the whole wide world, Sabrina and Su-Elise (the other members of Mis-teeq) are in England as well preparing for their impending nupitals with Ian and Charles. As I once told you I am also engaged but to a guy who really isn't worth my time anymore. More than likely I'll call him tomorrow and break up with him since we really haven't talked in like 4 months. I guess you can say we're already broken up but there's no way I'm giving back this ring. This ring could eat J'lo's pink diamond so guess where its staying?
Anyways I've gotten way beside the point. Back to the lonliness shall we?
I think I've tried to fill the void of being with Harvey and/or my friends by partying every weekend consistently. Not that that's a bad thing, I've been having a blast. This is the longest I've been in America so I'm living it up. However sitting around the house when I'm not partying reminds me how far I am away from everyone and how I wish I had more people to surround myself with here. Boy is this post getting depressing or what? So at this point I will walk away and try to find something to do in this huge house of mine. Its about 4 in the morning in England so I can't call my friends to reminesce or chat with to cure my forlorn ache.Maybe I'll turn on the television to watch the rest of that dreadful Sox/Cardinals game in hopes that it will send me into a peaceful slumer.
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| Hello hello |
[Saturday
October 23rd, 2004 at 5:53pm] |
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Blow your mind~Nick Carter |
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Since I'm rather unknown in America I thought my first post would let you know a little about myself. I'm from Lovely London England and I'm one third of the best band ever MIS-TEEQ (But you know that right?)With our first self entitled cd we a huge success in our native England but grew throughout the world. Now we're here trying to make it in America which we all knew was going to be pretty tough which is proving us right. But we're not giving up, 'Scandalous' did pretty well and hopefully 'One night stand' will too. I'm embarking on my own thing since my girls Su-Elise and Sabrina (the other members) aren't with me. But we're getting beside the point. We're supposed to be talking about me here. At the moment I am somewhat involved. My guy, Harvey is part of the 21 UK rap band So Solid Crew. But we're not doing all that well and I'm about to throw him to the curb. Gots to find myself a hot guy here in the states since they don't get more lovely than cute little American boys *giggles* While I'm having fun here, making music and finding a new guy, I'm digging the clubs and hot spots. I must say I love Miami and Los Angeles, the best places to drink and get a little wild. Haha, I'm not a lush. Well that's all I can think of at the moment. I promise I'll be lurking around to get to know every single one of you all, ciao!
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